Last night and this morning were awful. I've been feeling fantastic lately, but woke up at about midnight feeling completely dreadful, and that lasted through to about 11 am. I'm starting to feel better now, but it was a rude wake up after what seemed like weeks of smooth sailing. I haven't been sleeping too well lately, but waking up last night at midnight was the last straw. I finally took a nap this morning and that helped, but I am very aware that I do not get enough sleep on a regular basis. It's starting to impair my already impaired thinking, and it makes it more difficult to deal with my anxiety issues (for which I take meds on a daily basis).
I don't know why I'm writing any of this, other than perhaps to remind myself that as I move through this battle, I'm going to have good days and bad days. I have to be ready for both. The bad days have been fewer lately, and I very much want that to continue. Anyway, I guess I'm just bitching and moaning because today hasn't been all too pleasant. It's dreary and raining buckets here as well. That doesn't exactly enhance the ambiance around here.
Here's hoping for a better tonight and tomorrow...
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